Honestly?

 I honestly have no clear idea of what is going on anymore. 

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I also wonder if I ever did.

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Probably not.

How Near Is Now?

"Nearly everyone has their box of secret pain."

Said John Steinbeck.

I wonder how nearly this nearly actually is. Close or missing by a mile.

There's no way of measuring. Secret pain remains the same.

Secret. That's all there is sometimes.