Honestly?

 I honestly have no clear idea of what is going on anymore. 

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I also wonder if I ever did.

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Probably not.

How Near Is Now?

"Nearly everyone has their box of secret pain."

Said John Steinbeck.

I wonder how nearly this nearly actually is. Close or missing by a mile.

There's no way of measuring. Secret pain remains the same.

Secret. That's all there is sometimes.

Collection

 

Collection - our new album is out now all the main music   providers and streamer's sites. Nine tracks, ten videos and that may well increase.

Hear it on YouTube here.

impossible songs

RO80

Everybody loves a look into the innards of the RO80 albeit the exterior design remains the best bit.

Carbon on the Valves

 Sometimes a picture is worth seven words.

Experimental

 

Everyone

 "Everyone we ever knew has gone".

"Everyone we ever knew has gone".

"Everyone we ever knew has gone".

Short Film

A short film with a long commentary.

"I cleaned out the dishwasher filter, removed the gunge, fed the cats, 

(you know the chicken they are eating needs to be used up as it's past it's use by date).

MPs are not the same as experts. 

The shower should be unblocked.

Following a slow police van.

The laundry pretty much does itself itself. 

Black out Tuesday.

I've lost a sock.

Recycling by booking only.

I've three clean jiffy bags but nothing to put into them yet.

Black Lives Matter.

Sports laces on Amazon and an Arsenal birthday card.

Various types of fish.

Donald Trump doesn't know how to hold a bible.

I routinely check the temperature of the fridge, mostly it's making it.

There's a 61% chance of rain but only after 1700 this evening."

Weird car pics

I'm just parking these weird car pics here because it seems like the proper place to park weird car pics.

Best left alone

Said goodnight to Europe, switched off my phone,

Late in the evening and I'm best left alone,

Best left alone, best left alone with you.

Mom always told me to tell the truth,

That's exactly what I intend to do,

Cos' I'm best left alone, best left alone with you.

There's been times when I've had bad times,

There's been days I've been screwed,

So many nights I've gone crazy,

In the darkness without you.

So let me tell you baby the way it is,

You shake me up, you pop my fizz,

And I'm best left alone, best left alone with you.

Nostalgia hooked your parents like heroin,
Amelia, Hejira and Song for Sharon,
I'm best on my own, best left alone with you,
Best left alone, best left alone with you.

Meditation

Woodland meditation. 

The best kind. 

Stock still in the silence of the trees.

Heavy air. 

Twigs, leaves and ditch water. 

Spring glow. 

Swing red. 

Swing low.

Cracked

Funny how the politicians are like “Don’t listen to the kids, they don’t know anything about politics.” But the same politicians are like, “Listen to us. We know all the things about science."

Tod was staring at the wall. It was cracked and broken, there were bullet holes and a fine cloud of brick dust was hanging in the air, preparing to slowly settle on us as, in the newly begun silence we lay back and rested. Thoughts might have been collected if we could find them but truthfully all our minds were running at 100mph. The events of the past few hours, the firefights, the chaos, the noises and the damage has shocked us all into a dazzled numbness. We were new to this. The older fighters seemed sanguine and confident, they'd seen times like these. We'd heard tales, played video games and watched movies. The real thing was completely different and an awful sense of quiet panic and entrapment hung over us all as we stared at those walls, drilling pin holes in them with our eyes and biting our lips.

For a long time no one spoke.